You know what I’m talking about. They like the thrill of pushing boundaries that should never be touched. That’s what turns them on: the sense of taboo, the idea that they are untouchable. They enjoy the power of secrecy, of knowing they can hide this side of them and still fool the world. And if they are in a relationship, they find ways to cheat without ever getting caught. They will create fake profiles, hire escorts, and exchange perverted videos while acting like your loyal and royal partner.
They like betraying you under your nose. It gives them a high, the secret, the deception, the danger. It is a twisted version of intimacy. But the scariest part? Even these dark trips do not satisfy them because it’s never enough. They just keep escalating.
Number 3: Private revenge, marking territory with bodily fluids
They mark their bodily fluids on your things when they feel disrespected, challenged, injured, or rejected. Narcissists do not always explode in front of you. They sometimes do something far more disturbing: private revenge, I call it. The kind you cannot prove, the kind that desecrates your space in disgusting ways. For example, spitting in your food, urinating in your closet, smearing stuff on your toothbrush, and wiping themselves on your bed sheets. It’s vile. It’s humiliating. But all of it is hidden; it remains hidden.
They mark your belongings like animals, except even animals have loyalty. The narcissist’s goal is degradation. They want to infect your space with their hatred, to mock your trust, to create a hidden power imbalance where only they know they have defiled your world. It is their invisible middle finger. You may sense something is off, that shirt smells weird, that food tastes wrong, that bathroom has a strange vibe, but you dismiss it because who would do something so wild? That’s what you will think. A narcissist would. And they would do it with a smirk.
They may never admit it, but they enjoy imagining you using something they have desecrated: eating what they spit on, wearing what they urinated near. It gives them a secret thrill. You will never know, but they will, and that is enough for them. How do I know this? Well, my narcissistic mother confessed to me that she once urinated on a piece of bread and fed it to my father because she wanted to do some kind of spell on him so that he would remain under her control.
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