Narcissism 101

5 Things a Narcissist Begs God for When You Leave Them

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Number 2. God, Curse Them with Illness

“With the worst of the worst illnesses, make their body a reflection of the pain they caused.” It may sound shocking, but this is the secret space where their jealousy, animosity, and rage spill into something almost ritualistic. When you leave them, you need to know you’re not just walking out of a relationship; you’re walking out of their fantasy, their shed fantasy. And that fantasy is built on the idea that they own your body, mind, and emotions.

When you take back yourself, your body, when you sleep better, glow brighter, or even just start taking care of yourself, it bothers them. It enrages them. They see your health improving as proof that they were the sickness all along, and that is a truth they cannot bear. So, what do they do? They ask God to bring illness into your life, not out of any real belief in justice, but as a way to level the playing field. If they’re suffering, you should be too.

They want your body to mirror the helplessness they feel inside, but never show. They imagine you tired, energy drained, your body breaking down slowly, and they hope it humbles you back into the role they assigned you: the dependent one, the weak one, the one that needs saving.

They cannot stand the idea of you glowing in your freedom, so they beg the divine to dim your light from the inside out. And the craziest part? They truly believe they’re justified in asking for it.

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